Shy Christian Protestor

:L Well that would have been me... but I don't know what I would be protesting against... I mean... I see homosexuality as kinda .... I'm neutral to it really... :L I used to be really hating towards homosexuals, the whole bit... but I didn't yell at them or anything... I'm working with a homosexual man with my next project so maybe that will give me some time to understand him and the gay community?? Idk, it's just that.... I know that I am a little bit gay myself (meaning that I have attractions to women, sometimes every day). The feeling varies from day to day though. I'd have to say I'm more familiar with guys or attracted to them more sexually and romantically. I just have been afraid to explore my options with a girl, even if I know I want it a lot sometimes.... Eh... I guess I'll let things happen naturally... :L

I know I talk a lot about my sexuality and stuff... I just have been feeling very confused and wondered if I shouldn't have given up counseling... :L

However..... I still do believe in Jesus and stuff... I just... don't like other Christians for some reason... they are not my type of people or something... I feel like they are WAY too pushy or TOO nice o-o and that would make perfect sense for the place I live in... my culture the "Yoopers" they call them... which is a stereotype based on Northern Michigan... they usually don't mind if they are made fun of... they are sorta like how Texans are and the sort... like beer, deers, and Finnish stuff o-o It's kind of weird... e-e but yeah... but there are a lot of other people here too.... they might be as annoying as the Minnesota guys... I don't know yeah Midwesterners are the weirdest culture ever maybe e-e