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I'm not really thankful for much and I know I should be good.... but I'm sick, I can't talk, my dog died, my project is due and I don't really know how to do it... and I'm freaking out about too much... it feels like I could just peacefully let go and die.
BUT I am thankful that I could get to spend time with my cousins, they are my second closest family, and I am thankful for new stuff I guess... and I want to be an animal... everything would be so much simpler... I wouldn't have to worry about much... then I could leave the world with a perfect life
BUT I am thankful that I could get to spend time with my cousins, they are my second closest family, and I am thankful for new stuff I guess... and I want to be an animal... everything would be so much simpler... I wouldn't have to worry about much... then I could leave the world with a perfect life
I was at the hospital for two months.
I was at the hospital for two months... well almost. It was hard realizing that I have multiple people or characters inside. I'm not sure about all this stuff. Sharing it with you, because you might not understand. It's very hard to figure them out, I just need to understand why they are there and who they are. To me, being a Christian, they could be demons or angels. They could be giants, they ought to be giants! I just hope that they will be steady with me, as I go forth throughout the years in mental, emotional, and physical well-being. As for drawing, I do want to do more of that. I think I'll do that as soon as all my appointments are squared away!
I'm pretty confused. FTM? FTX?
So I've been into this whole transgender thing, like just reading up on it since I was like in college/starting college. I've asked this whole "am I transgender" question since I was in high school. I've always had a sense that I might be in the wrong bathroom when going to the women's bathroom. I've thought of myself as a male when I was in high school but never had the language to express these thoughts. I wanted to be called Alex, but this has never been a thing I've thought I was when I was little? Idk. I've wanted to say that ever since this has came up, that "I'm a guy" but it doesn't quite sit right with me. I've liked being feminine before, but whenever I've seen myself like from photos and videos, I've always thought that was someone else, an imposter. Like my head can't seem to make it out that it's me. Like I do not legit understand. I could be non-binary, or something? I've usually cried when trying on bras because they don't fit, I have ones that fit now, but I also got a
Pride Quiz LATE
Know it's kind of late, but I'll try my best.
1. what’s your gender?
- I'm confused. I don't know if terms matter and I don't understand a lot of them, like Maverique, but I feel like it might describe me, or demigirl, genderqueer, agender, or just female gender non-conforming.
I don't understand if gender and sex are seperate, because it feels like they aren't and are at the same time to me. But I don't mind people calling me "she" even if that doesn't 100% describe me.
2. what are your pronouns?
- I would like to TRY they/them, because it might fit me, but I don't want to complicate things for people around me and be THAT angry
My mom doesn't understand me...
... I don't even understand me...
Chase Ross "Are Non-Binary People Even Real"? [link]
I feel like all my life I've known that I'm something else than just "female". I felt like in high school I mainly identified as a man, or was agender (meaning literally no gender)... Why? I think it had to do with sexuality. I am trying to explain that because I had a psycho-sexual side that was both attracted to men and woman, I feel like I was a combination of the genders male and female, at the time, because I wanted to appeal to women by appearing as the opposite sex or at least dressing as the opposite sex and acting more confident and masculine. BU
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