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So I finally met this guy that I've been dying to meet... And he reminds me a lot of a few other guys that I was sexually interested in a while ago... and I got my way with one of them last year and felt really sad that I never saw him again ;3;
But this guy... the guy I met today... I saw him previously.... NAKED.... .///. and at that time, I was drawing him naked.... but I couldn't help but look at all that stuff down there... and had to go to the bathroom because I got so worked up >//<
And he's in one of my classes now...
and I really want to hang out with him... I talked to him after my class, and I got really nervous talking to him... my heart dropped... my stomach got fluttery... and I tried to talk as well as I could stand... >//<
I also looked for him in the library, but he wasn't on the second or main floor... so I went downstairs and I got worried that he wasn't here and left already...
And when I saw him he was playing LOL online, and I told him that I was getting worked up not being able to find him... I had to leave for a while to cry because ......
I JUST met this guy... and I already want to be with him.... Like... not joking... I have a feeling like I ABSOLUTELY need to be with him... >///< and I don't know why.... it's really strange... I fall too fast and want so much... I just want to see how it works out this week.... I'm getting so anxious around him... but then... when I started talking to him and getting to know him better... it feels not so bad anymore... but I still have a lot to discover about him...
It just feels like... I'm already obsessed with him, I feel like I NEED him... even if I think he may not be a good guy sometimes... I'll just have to hang around him some more to find out >///<
But this guy... the guy I met today... I saw him previously.... NAKED.... .///. and at that time, I was drawing him naked.... but I couldn't help but look at all that stuff down there... and had to go to the bathroom because I got so worked up >//<
And he's in one of my classes now...
and I really want to hang out with him... I talked to him after my class, and I got really nervous talking to him... my heart dropped... my stomach got fluttery... and I tried to talk as well as I could stand... >//<
I also looked for him in the library, but he wasn't on the second or main floor... so I went downstairs and I got worried that he wasn't here and left already...
And when I saw him he was playing LOL online, and I told him that I was getting worked up not being able to find him... I had to leave for a while to cry because ......
I JUST met this guy... and I already want to be with him.... Like... not joking... I have a feeling like I ABSOLUTELY need to be with him... >///< and I don't know why.... it's really strange... I fall too fast and want so much... I just want to see how it works out this week.... I'm getting so anxious around him... but then... when I started talking to him and getting to know him better... it feels not so bad anymore... but I still have a lot to discover about him...
It just feels like... I'm already obsessed with him, I feel like I NEED him... even if I think he may not be a good guy sometimes... I'll just have to hang around him some more to find out >///<
I was at the hospital for two months.
I was at the hospital for two months... well almost. It was hard realizing that I have multiple people or characters inside. I'm not sure about all this stuff. Sharing it with you, because you might not understand. It's very hard to figure them out, I just need to understand why they are there and who they are. To me, being a Christian, they could be demons or angels. They could be giants, they ought to be giants! I just hope that they will be steady with me, as I go forth throughout the years in mental, emotional, and physical well-being. As for drawing, I do want to do more of that. I think I'll do that as soon as all my appointments are squared away!
I'm pretty confused. FTM? FTX?
So I've been into this whole transgender thing, like just reading up on it since I was like in college/starting college. I've asked this whole "am I transgender" question since I was in high school. I've always had a sense that I might be in the wrong bathroom when going to the women's bathroom. I've thought of myself as a male when I was in high school but never had the language to express these thoughts. I wanted to be called Alex, but this has never been a thing I've thought I was when I was little? Idk. I've wanted to say that ever since this has came up, that "I'm a guy" but it doesn't quite sit right with me. I've liked being feminine before, but whenever I've seen myself like from photos and videos, I've always thought that was someone else, an imposter. Like my head can't seem to make it out that it's me. Like I do not legit understand. I could be non-binary, or something? I've usually cried when trying on bras because they don't fit, I have ones that fit now, but I also got a
Pride Quiz LATE
Know it's kind of late, but I'll try my best.
1. what’s your gender?
- I'm confused. I don't know if terms matter and I don't understand a lot of them, like Maverique, but I feel like it might describe me, or demigirl, genderqueer, agender, or just female gender non-conforming.
I don't understand if gender and sex are seperate, because it feels like they aren't and are at the same time to me. But I don't mind people calling me "she" even if that doesn't 100% describe me.
2. what are your pronouns?
- I would like to TRY they/them, because it might fit me, but I don't want to complicate things for people around me and be THAT angry
My mom doesn't understand me...
... I don't even understand me...
Chase Ross "Are Non-Binary People Even Real"? [link]
I feel like all my life I've known that I'm something else than just "female". I felt like in high school I mainly identified as a man, or was agender (meaning literally no gender)... Why? I think it had to do with sexuality. I am trying to explain that because I had a psycho-sexual side that was both attracted to men and woman, I feel like I was a combination of the genders male and female, at the time, because I wanted to appeal to women by appearing as the opposite sex or at least dressing as the opposite sex and acting more confident and masculine. BU
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You need to get to know him better. Wait a little bit then ask him out (or maybe he might ask you out idk)